CASE DISMISSED!

From the title of this blog, I bet your probably thinking to yourself what case right? To make a long story short, I was in family court this morning as a result of a particular individual who wanted an order of protection from me. This individual just so happens to be my stepdad and that title alone isnt befitting of him. He doesnt fit the description, never did and never will. I guess he wanted me to be Suspended In Time over something minute, but the truth of the matter is he spites me to get back at my mother. I even had to cut my vacation short just for this sole purpose. Everything felt so surreal as I spent the entire day awaiting my fait in court. The same system I fought so hard many years ago to get out of. Here I was again as a grown man going through the same riga moro. I don't like my name being dragged into the court system, especially when I haven't done anything wrong. Apparently this man will do any and everything to make me miserable. That's how it's been from the day I knew he was psychotic by trying to throw me out the window as a kid. I saw all kinds of juvenile kids in there whose temperment was too much for their parents to handle so they seeked help from the courts. My heart ached for those kids as I envisioned myself being in their shoes for that split moment. I saw fear and contempt in their eyes as they faced stiff punishments from the judge. These kids were no more than sixteen years old and most looked like they were thirteen and fourteen.
I reminisced about my own childhood and saw the same vicious cycle of hate in their eyes. They longed for adoration and affection. Their deviant behaviors are a cry for help but most parents don't understand this concept. As a child, you want your parents to protect you and give you unconditional love no matter what the situtation is. Not to send you off to the justice system because it only gets worse from that point on. Once that loyalty bond is broken, there is no reconciliation. Although my case was thrown out without prejudice for him not showing up, there is no guarantee that this same degenerate bastard won't try to do something again. I dont think he'll ever be satisfied unless he can Suspend me in Time, which is highly unlikely...